Another Tricky Day for me........................

I was just released from hospital with suspect colitis, Crohns or cancer. I have to wait for the biopsy results for a gruling 14 days. Boy, am I shit scared. I have to build myself up again and gather strength. It's difficult when my 3 year old and 6 and half year old are constantly fighting about nothing. I hope I will have the strength to go to see Rachel and Pete on Tuesday.